25 years passed, it’s gonna January 2009. A time for new beginnings and wiping the slate clean of any wrong doings in the years passed. I love the feeling of the new year, it always gives me many many feeling happiness, sadness, regret for what I’ve done, sometimes is tired, tired of life, but I always have the opinion that past mistakes should be forgiven not forgotten, to remind myself every once of my errors.. what did I do wrong…I likes rules in my life. It gives my very existence structure… believe that one must have a list of things to do and don’t in ur head. But we both dont know what life leads it to, wrong or right, black or white until we face 2 face the trouble, the result…
Fate brings you to me, but, destiny takes your heart away from me…the good or the bad, the joy and the pain, I’ve been through them all, it’s nearly a year in love, how many times u hold me, how many time u told me that u’r missing me…
” If you truly love someone…And they want to be let go all you can do is let them go!! and pray that one day FATE will bring you back together”, lolz..Phu’c, is ur advise true ? long time we didnt chat, sis, u told me u still love him, missing him, but now u’r beside that guy. Poor him… and poor me, too…. new year is comming, dont be sad, U have 365 days more, try ur best for ur career, ur love … if everything turn their back on u, there no reason to go on…. it’s time to say goodbye this world. Everybody wants to go to heaven; but nobody wants to die. ..lol, it’s funny !
